Reflection

31 Dec 2010 1 Comment

by lukasvoss in Uncategorized

I think the reason I try so hard to stay “in the moment” is that when it comes to Lukas, the past and the future are scary and emotional and heavy.  I’ve had a really rough week thinking about what could have happened with Luke if things hadn’t turned around for him when they did last week.  The severity always hits me after the fact.  If I think about the number of times that Luke has pulled through I realize just how lucky I am to still have him in my life.  And if I let myself think about the future struggles he will most likely encounter, it is just too much to handle.  So I am grateful that we have all made it through another year and I’m going to continue to try to stay “in the moment” as much as I can in this next year.   And in this moment right now I have both my boys at home on either side of me on the couch with a dog at our feet…life is pretty darn good at this moment.

Happy New Year!

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